I believe that God will provide all my needs and the righteous will not be forsaken or begging for bread. So I don't want to beg. I just want to tell my true story and if anyone has compassion then they can help then they will be a Blessing from the Lord. My husband was going to the dentist to have his teeth pain fixed and it cost over $2000 and insurance paid over that amount (thank God we has some dental insurance) The dentist noticed something wrong in my husbands mouth and it turned out to be throat cancer. My husband does not smoke or drink and we eat healthy and watch our weight etc.. Not couch potatoes. Our mounting bills are growing and we don't know how long we can juggle our credit card payments. We own our home and do not have a shady loan so we are not in danger of repo, but eventually we may not be able to make even the minimum on credit cards as we owe over $10,000. My credit is almost perfect and I hate to ruin it. I don't know what exactly I need but it is hard to be always thinking about the bills when I need to be thinking about getting my husband better, and it over shadows my taking care of him as I am so stressed out about the financial aspect of this sickness. We are getting State Medical help. Then there is our living expenses. I see all the people with worse problems then me who are close to living on the streets which is so sad and I feel blessed. I don't want to go bankrupt and I hope we can survive this without losing our good credit as I have never gone bankrupt even when my husband was in a serious car accident years ago and we just about lost everything. God helped us then and he will help us now. We got money by church and friends and strangers (about $12,000) and then we got a small settlement in 1991. We bought the house that we have now and I worked for non profit Christian Organization to help needy people and now I am in need again and it is humbling but we are all human and bad things happen but all things work together for good to those that love God and are called according to his purpose,(and I do). God Bless for reading. In Christ Love Pam Holloway
